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...im not dead.

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 21, 2009, 9:17 AM


But that isn't actually a bad thing.
Over time I have found some very special friends, one of them clicking along right away with me.
So much alike that it is amazing to find someone like that again.
Yet deep inside it scares me.

I barely know them and yet I feel this enormous spiritual attraction to them.
A small spark that rekindles the fire within,
Igniting the fires of my once burnt out heart.
The pain suddenly sparks anew, a sudden reluctance for fear of repetition.
Why? Why do you do this?

Why am I drawn to you like a moth to a flame?
You make me feel like something I once had before.
A caring smile, a dearest friend, a loving soul.
All my likes and dislikes are the same as yours,
all our attractions the same distinct specifics.
Your eyes sparkle like gems and you are heavenly, taking my breath away, yet again I've only seen you on the web.
Just like before.

My soul cries out and wants that familiar urge to hold someone close, yet my heart stammers and hides within the recesses of my self.
I'm whirling around in confusion and uncertainty.
It all happens so fast.
And I type, I feel the moisture and salt fall from my face,
for I am slowly coming to the realization.
And it scares me.

I found someone who once again brightens my day, makes my sun shine, makes the birds sing, and re-tunes the music to my being.
And I don't know whether to be happy or sad.
Because I broke a promise to my family.
Because I feel things happening all over again.
Because once again...

I feel myself falling in love.

  • Mood: Yearning
  • Listening to: Hatsune Miku - Mobius
  • Reading: ...yaoi
  • Watching: you masturbate O_O ... *psycho theme music*
  • Playing: imvu
  • Eating: my lip again
  • Drinking: water

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:iconsleipmondark:
you look likes an intelligent lady , ¿how much do you weigh?
:iconinfamousbutterfly:
300lbs.
Why do you ask? :O
:iconphoenixtsukino:
Thanks for the :+fav:! ^_^

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:icondiamondwhitewolf:
thanks a ton for the fav and watch!

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:iconlittlebuu:
♥I promise you my heart♥
♥I promise you my life♥
♥I promise we'll never be apart♥
♥I promise not to hurt you♥
♥I promise to never make you cry♥
♥I promise to always trust you♥
♥I promise not to lie♥
♥I promise you forever♥
♥I promise you tonight♥
♥I promise you my respect♥
♥I promise to do things right♥
♥I promise to always be there♥
♥I promise until the end♥
♥I promise to always love you♥
♥I promise to be your best friend♥
♥I promise you my love♥
♥I promise you my life♥
♥I promise this forever♥
♥I promise our friendship is my life♥
♥your the PEANUT to my BUTTER ,♥
♥your the STAR to my BURST,♥
♥your the M to my M,♥
♥your the POP to my TART,♥
♥your the MILKY to my WAY,♥
♥your the FRUIT to my LOOP,♥
♥your the MILK to my DUDS,♥
♥your the LUCKY to my CHARMS,♥
♥your the ICE to my CREAM,♥
but mostly....
♥your the BEST to my FRIEND♥

♥SEND THIS TO 13 OF YOUR closest FRIENDS (INCLUDING ME) IF YOU GET IT BACK
1-U HAVE BAD FRIENDSHIPS
2-U STILL SUCK
3-U R A GOOD FRIEND
4-U HAVE REALLY GOOD FRIENDSHIPS
5-UR 1 OF THE BEST PEOPLE

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:iconi-lurv-akatsuki:
Hello~! :wave:

I would like to wish you a very happy Easter and may your day be filled with treats, eggs, bunnies, and good-tidings. :)

Have a wonderful Easter Sunday. :heart: :iconbwavoplz:

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I wish my grass was emo...so it would cut itself... ;_;

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:iconplaguealien:
Happy Easter %D

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Words unspoken, hearts were broken, everything is in the past.Times were good and times were bad, somethings that will never last.Though we may walk separate ways the memory of friendship always stays.It seems as though I do not care, but in the end I do
:icontiger-chameleon:
So hard when I want to talk to someone when I'm such a shy little weird person.Ngh.

*cough* ._. Oh god...I'm sounding so strange.
I just hear alot about you from Pkmz. You sound like an awesome friendly person, but I'm nervous to talk to you, haha. 8D;
So...hum...hello?

I know this sounds really random. But I've been wanting to talk to you for weeks or months, I don't even know anymore. Sorry if I freak you out.
:iconinfamousbutterfly:
That's okay. 83
Do you know her IRL or just on teh interwebz? XD
:icontiger-chameleon:
n_n
Unfortunately, only on the interwebz. D: >: I'm all the way across seas, in Portugal. What about you?

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